love, esther ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- rethinking. i guess it's good that i waited to update, because there are days like this, when i feel like i have a lot to say, and can't even pick one topic to focus on. then i know even when i write about it, even when it consumes my mental thought, it won't even come out right. i read an entry by someone tonight, and he just used all the right words, and it was really a beautiful piece of writing. too bad he wasted his life away, and isn't going to graduate from college. his entry might have even been my muse. but my self conscious got the better of me and made me realize i can't write like him. so, i guess i just won't bother. 7:52 pm - Monday, Oct. 29, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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