love, esther ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- conundrum of sorts heh. conundrum. so i'm at C+C, and it's awesome. but it's not a sure thing. as in, i'm still freelancing. as in, maybe i'll get it, and i'm hopeful, but who knows. but i had my interview with PMR a while back. through a temp to hire. hm. i dislike them. not because they suck, but because i just get a weird vibe from them. the career builder or the yahoo hot jobs or craig's list kind of vibe. the "for everyone else" kind of vibe. GROSS. well, i got the pmr job. they want me to start asap. i liked them, not loved them. what should i do? i don't want to be jobless, if i turn down pmr, and bank on C+C and don't get it. but i could take pmr and could have gotten C+C. i'm working with robyn and alex for the first time tomorrow, so i'm sure they'll have a better idea for me by the end of the day, but this is a touchy touchy subject to try to get across. eee. i am not enjoying this even though i know i should be flattered. on the other hand, if i took pmr, i'd start as early as tomorow, and i'd be able to wear jeans every day unless i have to meet with a client. this sucks. my mom came home today. early! she brought me lots of stuff. yay. i have my chanel bag now. i think i'm going to order the other one online though. we'll see. still thinking. 9:10 pm - Tuesday, Oct. 09, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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