love, esther ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- count back. 10...9...8... okay. i'm giving this online diary keeping thing another try. i'm even starting over so no one can see all the old stuff. it's just that i'm sick of trying to write everything out by hand, and while that's convinient on the metro, really, it slows me down so much all the other times. and that's that. today was my first day at c+c. it was actually pretty good; i liked it a lot. i didn't like the guy that was supposed to kind of show me around. he just hit a nerve that irked me, and it made my day doing anything he told me to do irritating. not to mention that he gave himself all the fun projects and gave me all the menial tasks, that he made all the more so menial because he would say that they were menial. jeez. actually, i'm not done complaining about him. i disliked that he's only going to be there until friday, but was hell bent on using a mediocre organizing system that included doing inventory for about 15,000 pamphets, all of which i had to then count by hand. i tried to reason with him, since if this job is mine, i'm going to have to remake the whole system. if the job is mine. i did so much stapling and organizing for him. blahhhh! other than that, i think it'd be a good fit. i got to do a few art projects, look a lot a lot of pretty pictures, meet a lot of fun people, and i'd get my own office. it is purple. yum. i was not happy that d didn't even wish me luck or whatever. i've actually been reading a book that is making me rethink everything and approach it in a different view. i guess we'll see. what else is there to do? i think that this stability is finally starting to stick though. it's really sad to see who is failing to keep in touch because i graduated, but oh well. i guess a part of me is sick of trying anyway. really, what's the point if it's only one sided? jeez, i'm feeling a lot of spiteful and not a lot of love tonight. but i read that you should only love if you see something worth loving. what is worth it? 9:22 pm - Wednesday, Oct. 03, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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